Spider
Web
There is a spider
living on our fork truck.
Every morning
when I'm unloading the van,
using the fork
truck,
I see a beautiful
woven web
in the hydraulic
system.
I'm trying to
drive carefully
not to destroy
the web,
but at the end
of the day it is gone,
maybe one fine
string is remaining,
showing up in
the sundown.
But the next morning
a new web
is attached to
the fork truck.
This happened
now for about a week,
I haven't noticed
it before,
being concentrated
on the work.
There seems no
way to communicate
with the spider
- to ask him gently
better to look
for another place,
more static and
out of the traffic
that his beautiful
work may last.
The spider is
continuing to waste energy
building his
web in the wrong space...
But thinking
about it in a different way
it might be that
this is a 'message'
send specially
to this place and to me.
The spider is
telling me something?
Showing me beauty
within the frame
of an old ugly
fork truck,
sun reflected
in drops of night dew,
hanging in a
fragile web.
Webs are meant
to be traps,
but I never have
seen anything
not even one
insect caught in the net.
It is similar
with my poetry work
in the Web of
Internet?
Since years now
trying to get attention
of somebody who
might be attracted
to expressions
coming from 'beyond'.
Indeed with very
little response.
Am I wasting
my energy like the spider?
It seems I do
not trap anybody,
but maybe it
is enough that somebody notice
'the reflection
of the sun in a few drops of dew'?
Maybe this is
really all what is possible
and what is meant
to be?
Yes, I see it
clearer now,
a Web is not
necessarily meant to trap.
It is meant to
hold a few tiny drops,
within a limited
time in the morning
then the web
can be destroyed, it doesn't matter.
During the night
I can write another poem,
in which during
the coming morning
'light' might
be reflected from within.
Guiding beyond
space and time... to oneself.
Thanks, I got
the message!
BeiYin
8.2.01
edit. 28.8.01